It's the first day of the month again..
is it a new start for me? is it a start of my misery?
hope this ends soon.. i don't wanna suffer anymore.
hurts so much. i deserve better. way better than this...
all i want to do now is to sleep.
life is meaningless now..

hope to get your msg soon?
all i hope for now? probably..
hais

when i lost hope, you were there to remind me.
unexpectedly,what you did to me heart,