Simply another exciting day for me,

morning wokeup, ready to see mrRaj alr.
we went to see him, then told us to stand in front of upper sec.
MrsChew asked me alot of things, why i changed so much etc...
i didn't know the answer to it... probably i really changed w/o me knowing.
went back to english class after a incident report. stiffs w ms goh? sorry .
P.e! ran 2.4km , damn so dulan . dunno which idiot call me run another round
after i finished everything... make me so tired! btw the timing was horrible..
11min17secs..
after recess, got the greenweek? the bazaar. went to e canteen and saw her.
purposely didn't wanna look at her, but couldn't bear it anymore? i turned and looked :)
seems pervert isn't it. i know. then i saw lesley in a class. knew u were inside, purposely
went pass there, juz to see you.hmm then, chemistry lesson.
CLD lesson, christy&gang came to our class, played the batam games, called me out,
was rather shy , then had to let my mates guess my word using actiions.
school's out!

went out the school, waited so long for no reason, slack-ed.
simming was waiting for jamie's bus to come.(he wanted to peii her)
then wait wait. saw you again, so emo, alone. can't bear it anymore,
went up to you juz to say hello? seems lyk strangers leyy sadds.
ate at ahmei cafe. roti prata!lol

HERE COMES THE EXCITING PART!
i was accompanying eddie they all , in e staircase. then i was playing w e lighter.
was only playing w e handle of the door, suddenly a guard came in. saw a
guy smoking (which i dont wanna mention). then the guard go after everything
is fine. then he felt the handle was "warm" then asked who burned the handle.
i admitted , stupid me. was held back by him then followed to his office.
alot security guards came. questioned me, called the school,handed my particulars
over. think tml really jialat le. told my grandma the whole matter and scolded me....

hmm,purposely trying to avoid,didn't wanna think of you
is juz too tired for me. saying tt i dont love u anymore is a
lie. looking at your backview, i would want to go up to u,
but there's something stopping me, probably we're more lyk
strangers than friends, or rather a couple. i hate this feeling.
hate it so much. i couldn't bear all this alone. i need you,
i want to look u in your eyes and say i love you once more.

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